MAY ALL BEINGS BE HAPPY !

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

New camera, new pictures of the ashram

Yesterday I received a new camera sent to me from Paris by Astride, as a gift. Astride is a good friend I met through couchsurfing. She lives in Paris but was raised in Pondichery (south Madras) . Now I can take pictures again ! So today I send the first ones I made with that new camera.




Astride



Kids in the ashram












Small field within the ashram. On the left, a Hindu temple. In the back, the Mahabodhi temple.









Main building within the ashram



View of outside world from the ashram


Monday, January 14, 2008

Sipirits in the material world

I came out of the vipassana center on 12th. This second course was way easier and deeper than the first one. It is difficult to put words on the experiences in vipassana, but I feel like this meditation is the universal remedy for all sufferings. To me it is the core of most of Asian philosophies and understanding myself and this technique makes me understand much more deeply what is India and the reasons behind the social facts and traditions. As time passes, I learn how to be in osmosis with the external world. I begin to loose my self in the crowds. Actually what is happening now fits exactly the glimpses I had from my future here while I was imagining this trip from France. It's like living a dream. At the beginning, I was feeling disappointed sometimes because what I was living here was not really fitting this idea I had about my trip. But now that I changed myself from within, this is finally happening. I have never felt so happy !

While I was in deep meditation, trying not to identify myself with all the objects coming in my mind, the lyrics of that song by Sting -which I absolutely never listen to, and I don't know how I manage to remember it- where coming all the time : "spirits in the mateeerial world..."

Tibetan Buddhism

Nowadays the word buddhism has become almost inseparable from the adjective Tibetan. They spread their religion all around western countries. Everyone who finds himself interested in buddhism in general will easily find books about Tibetan buddhism, and will begin there. And most people get finally stucked there. Here in Bodhgaya I attended a 10 days course to know a little more about them. It was in a center founded by lama Zopa, the lama who is in charge of all non-Tibetan monks all over the world. I had the opportunity to see him and observe how this center is conducted. And some stories told by a British nun who is currently staying in the ashram and speaks Tibetan since about 15 years, helped me also to draw a picture of Tibetan buddhism, beside the fact that Bodhgaya has been full of Tibetan monks since one month and a half. The result is very deceiving compared to the idea I had from France. I don't think it is necessary to tell these stories, but basically Tibetan people are very good traders. They have been in need since their country was erased from the map, which maybe increased this tendency. Anyway, they are selling their religion in order to get some money they mostly waste in things that would appear to anyone who is connected to the normal level of reality as total nonsense. They look like being more preoccupied by very abstract concerns, without even apllying what they teach, in the most basical aspects. They also look more and more to me as being almost swindlers, selling things 30 times the price they really cost. So many people spend a lot of money in their centers while making very few progress in understanding themselves.

Their philosophy is : you are all ignorants. We have all the wisdom. When you will become wise, which means understand us, you will think like us. We will be your masters. You have to surrender to us, and the bad news is that our teachings are so complex that in your entire life you won't even be able to touch the core of them. You should have been born Tibetan. It would have been better karma. We are so sorry for you. The philosophy of vipassana as teached by Goenka is : you are ignorant. But all the wisdom is naturally in you. You are your own master. You don't depend on any one. You just have to learn how to develop your wisdom on your own, which is the purpose of that single and very simple technique of meditation.

In a few words, their colors are beautiful, their books are interesting, but this is definetely not for me and everyone should be careful.

Saturday, December 29, 2007

Samanway ashram

This is the ashram were I am volunteering at the moment. We are 4 volunteers. Anika is from Germany, Jennifer from Australia (I hardly understand her in English but she speaks Hindi very well), and Alicia from Peru. The kids living here belong only to the lowest and poorest cast. They get food and education, but they really lack hygiene. We are teaching them to shower and wash their clothes every day, because they catch very ugly skin diseases.



This is the man who created this ashram, about 50 years ago. People call him Bhai Ji, (brother Ji) as people were used to call Gandhi. He is 86 years old !















One of the older girls and Anika

Alex travelling in south America

Alex, a friend I met in French Guiana, has just begun his 4 years trip in south America. He has also a blog (in French)

Friday, December 28, 2007

Eye camp pictures

These pictures have been taken by Anika, which is a German girl working in the Samanway ashram with me. People from Gujarat (western Indian state) organize theses camps twice a year to operate very poor people from the area of cataract.


This site of the 'eye camp' was set in a Tibetan monastery.



Arrival by truck






The long waiting begins



Wating



Wating again



And again



They are among the poorest people in India



The kitchen



Preparing the food



Cookers



Meal time



Preparing



Anesthesia



Be careful



What's gonna happen to me ??



Preparation for the operation



In the operation theater



They are not dead !



Operating



Surgery



Concentration...

I was working in the room were they were doing the anesthesia

Last pictures from my camera


These people were sleeping on the floor in the train. No one cares about them.



They are considered as subhumans. Everyone treats them like dogs.



This is Manoch (left) and Bikki, two good friends from Bodhgaya.

Thursday, December 27, 2007

Vipassana course

Time to say a few words about that vipassana course... It's actually one of the most difficult things I've done in my life. With a few dozens of other students, we remain during 10 full days in the same place, meditating more than 10 hours a day. The first three days, we just remain aware of the touch of the breath in the nostrils, and afterwards in the space above the upper lip and under the nose. Without thinking about anything, and if possible without moving. At the beginning, the brain gets bored. And slowly, hour after hour, it learns to be timeless and thoughtless. This is only the preparing. Then, the actual technique begins. In comparison, it's way more difficult, at least at the beginning. I can't explain exactly what it is, because this would be against the philosophy of this kind of vipassana : one is supposed to do practice first, and then only talk about it. Let's say that there are two purposes : develop awareness and equanimity. Awareness brings attention and concentration, which improves one's faculties in all situations of life, especially at work. Equanimity brings peace of mind, in all situations, even the worst ones (because sometimes one feels like being in a very difficult situation while meditating). The person who created these centers (SN Goenka) pretends that this technique is the original one, the one that the Buddha used to teach, the one who would have transformed Asoka "the cruel" in the most famous Indian emperor in history for the peace he brought in his own empire and even in the neighbor empires. I don't know whether it's true, but I can tell that this technique is very clever, and very powerful. I specially like it because even if there is a whole philosophy explaining how it works, we doesn't have to believe in it at all. We only have to understand the technique properly, and then apply it. Everything is a matter of discovering our own body, our own mind, our own heart, our own consciousness. No need of books to improve our wisdom : everything already is in our body-mind system. We just have to understand who we are. No need of beliefs, no need of priests, no need of gurus, no need of religion. Every one creates his own philosophy. Students are supposed to learn the technique during these 10 days, so that they can apply it on their own, at home. This is a pure gift, no need to pay more to have more. And at the end of the course, every one whatever he feels like giving. It is exactly the kind of teaching and practice I was looking for : something totally free of any preconception and universal. Since I took the course, I've done it every day, as recommended. And hopefully, I'll do so until the end of my life. My relations with others, especially Indian people with whom the communication can be very difficult have amazingly improved. My own mental capacities, and my ability to subdue my mind by controlling processes that used to be automatic, ahev also amazingly improved. I am so grateful to Goenka Ji for having spread this technique ! During the whole course, we are asked not to communicate with any other student, even by eye contact, nor read nor write anything. On the last day though we can talk and share our experiences. The other students were from Canada, USA, Mexico, Brazil, Germany, Spain, UK, Slovenia, Russia, Thailand, Myanmar, China, Japan... On the 1st of January, I'll be back in the same center for another 10 days course.


I shouldn't post that one since it's the talks we listen to during the course, and it's against the philosophy of the course to talk about the technique before experiencing it. But it may be useful anyway.



Biography of Goenka, the man who spread this technique from Myanmar, where it had remained for centuries, back in India and then in the entire world. There are vipassana centers everywhere now, due to the global success of the technique.



Another interview of Goenka.

Videos from Bodhgaya











Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Bodhgaya - month one

Ok. It's the first time I write an article since nearly one month. I've been so busy ! The vipassana course, then right after a ten day course-retreat about Tibetan buddhism. Now I'm working with the kids in the ashram. Don't have a lot of time yet to tell more about all these experiences, but they are deeply transforming me. More details as soon as I find some time.